I was sitting in the jacuzzi a couple of nights ago, and a very smiley (and extremely large) lady got in beside me - no clothes on. I tried to look the pother way, but very soon we got talking. I told her I had to be back home soon to let the sitter go - and that I am trying for baby number 2. She explained how hard it was as a single mother, I thought I understood until she said that at her house she had 6 kids!
She told me "You know I am 40 years old, and in december I was pregnant again! but I lost the baby....... - It was such a blessing! I didn't realize it then, but I do now because I just found I am pregnant again. I'm always pregnant. I wouldn't normally sit in a jacuzzi you know, but I don't know how I could cope with another, my baby is only four, and I don't have the money to pay for an abortion."
Life is so weird, I really felt for her situation. I found myself wondering if I should offer to help her pay for it - then i got totally confused, I don't even approve of it. But what sort of life would the child have. One person prays to be pregnant while the next prays not to be. It was a some sort of life test I suppose. But I went home questioning why life is like this.